I am really good at leading people on and I hate disappointing people, so I just go along with it and act completely oblivious.
Another girl likes me but I don’t feel the same about her but she’s the sweetest person in the world and I don’t want to say anything. Fuck.
jesus i don’t know i don’t even want to have a tumblr or a facebook anymore or anything at all that has to do with the internet
what if i went to a therapist, and they asked me why i was sad
everything that i would tell them would be caused by the internet i’m pretty sure
wow i’m so pathetic!!!!!!! ha ha ha ha ah fuckk kkk kkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
i feel sick
my mom beat me today and now i have a really bad headache
oh well
its only 10:24 and i want to stay up longer but it hurts really bad so
goodnight
I haven’t done anything to you in the past to make you hate me, but I guess that’s just the way things worked out. You constantly make sly remarks behind my back about how juvenile and silly I am, and it makes me feel like absolute shit. I don’t know why I even look up to you, or why your opinion even matters to me. You’re nothing special, and I’m glad I’m realizing how fake you really are.
okay really though i like being the other girl more than the girlfriend
wow that is so bad
i’m a terrible person
im so insecure
